February 11, 2009

  • I Love............


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    I love like there is no tomorrow to to send forth more time
    Like only the yesterdays have gone and lost their way.
     
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    I love with passion..
    Passion so deep and so real..
    The pain that comes within me
     Can not quench or savor the sweet touch of moments desire
    To their utmost fill..

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    I love with sadness...
    Of the day we must forever part..
    For only in memory,
    I shall keep you in my most inner sanctuary of my heart!
     
    desire

    I love with deep scented desire..
    Pented breath
    Burning dreams of your lovers touch
    On a moment of rose petals lying beneath my naked form..
     
    heart

    I love with heart!
    A heart so pure and barren
    That all it keeps is your name rooted so deeply inside..
     
    soars

    I love with all inside..
    With emotion of knowing your touch of loves delight
    And not a second more of sadness this very night...
     
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    I love...

    I love...
     

February 9, 2009

  • Spellbound...


     

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    He was captured
    in the spell of her
     bewitching eyes and face

     

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    He could smell her
    enticing perfume
    on her gown of black lace

    He wanted her warm arms
    around him in passions night
    of loves wet kisses

     

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     How he longed for her
    in the silent time
    with loves wishes

    Her poems of love
    and heartaches that
    travels in his
    hypothesize mind


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    She will be in his thoughts
    and heart for a very, very long time

     

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    This week is the week of Love...let someone special know you care...

    I will stop by later and spread a little love myself!

     

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February 2, 2009

  • part 2....

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    In the silence of February mornings, we still wake to the glacial windowpanes and air so pure and thin it cuts like crystal through the wind.  We are reminded during this time of year that the icy frost lies just beyond the door, so we make ourselves content with home and familiar things.  On February 2nd many of us wait patiently, hoping that Punxsutawney Phil will not see his shadow and spring, spring will rush in to greet us.

    Groundhog Day is a goofy tradition, isn’t it?  What ever made us think a subterranean rodent could know anything about the next six weeks of weather?  Nonetheless, the news cameras focus on the furry critter every February 2nd to see whether he sees his shadow darts back into his hole, and thus dooms the entire nation to another six weeks of winter.

    So where did the goofy tradition come from, how did it start? 

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    In 1723, the Delaware Indians settled Punxsutawney, Pennsylvania as a campsite halfway between the Allegheny and the Susquehanna Rivers.  The town is 90 miles northeast of Pittsburgh, at the intersection of Route 36 and Route 119.  The Delawares considered groundhogs honorable ancestors.  According to the original creation beliefs of the Delaware Indians, their forebears began life as animals in "Mother Earth" and emerged centuries later to hunt and live as men.

     

    The name Punxsutawney comes from the Indian name for the location
    "ponksad-uteney" which means "the town of the sandflies."
    The name woodchuck comes from the Indian legend of "Wojak,
    the groundhog" considered by them to be their ancestral grandfather.

     

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    When German settlers arrived in the 1700s, they brought a tradition known as Candlemas Day, which has an early origin in the pagan celebration of Imbolc, which is also call the Festival of Lights, it is a time when the pagans honor the Celtic Triple Goddess Brid (pronounced breed), also called Brigid, Brighid, Brigit, or Bride, depending on location.)

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    St. Brighid is the Goddess of Fire and Fertility, she is a wondrous Healer, Protector, and Patron of Creative Inspiration and She is the Mother to all Memory and Preserver of All Knowledge.  Brighid is also the Protector of Animals and Children.

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    Imbolc comes at the mid-point between the Winter Solstice and the Spring Equinox.  Belief held that if the weather was fair, the second half of Winter would be stormy and cold.  For the early Christians in Europe, it was the custom on Candlemas Day for clergy to bless candles and distribute them to the people in the dark of Winter.  A lighted candle was placed in each window of the home.  The day's weather continued to be important.  If the sun came out February 2, halfway between Winter and Spring, it meant six more weeks of wintry weather.

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    Imbolc is also a day to give thanks, the word Imbolc literally translates as “in milk.”  In ancient time, mild from sheep was crucial to a tribe’s survival of Winter.  Ewes must become pregnant and give birth before they are able to lactate and produce milk.  As Goddess of Fertility, Brighid presides over the birth of newborn lambs, which occurs at this time of year.

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    So the ritual of pouring milk or cream into the Earth, thank her, nurturing her, and thus returning the fertility and bounty She so generously gives to us. 

    The earliest American reference to Groundhog Day can be found at the Pennsylvania Dutch Folklore Center at Franklin and Marshall College: February 4, 1841 - from Morgantown, Berks County (Pennsylvania) storekeeper James Morris' diary..."Last Tuesday, the 2nd, was Candlemas day, the day on which, according to the Germans, the Groundhog peeps out of his winter quarters and if he sees his shadow he pops back for another six weeks nap, but if the day be cloudy he remains out, as the weather is to be moderate."

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    Now I know you may be asking what does this have to do with my friend Rhea Picket, from my story yesterday.  The simple truth is Rhea was a pagan, a witch to many of the children in our neighbor, someone that was not spoken to on many occasions, whose home you did not trick or treat at, the tales and the rumors flew wildly about our neighborhood.  I however was raised to love everyone regardless of color, creed or whatever. 

     

    As I grew to know Rhea, I grew to see they were falsehoods, fabrications from people who were afraid.  Rhea was a wonderful, delightful and yes magical woman. 

     

    She taught me to believe that God made Man that a small piece of Him lays deep within each and every one of us.  That piece remains searching for…towards our Creator.  Religion dates back to over 14,000 years ago.  God has instilled it in us, wanting, welcoming, confessing His love.

     

    I feel because of Rhea’s open and heart felt conversions I grew up embracing the idea that there is more to religion than fear. 

     

    She also taught me that life here on Earth is an intensely reciprocal arrangement.  As William Wordsworth once wrote (perhaps inspired by the Poet St Brighid), “Nature never did betray the heart that loved her.” 

     

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    We must end the insensitive and detrimental practice of taking from our planet without giving back.  Rhea use to tell me “If you cut down a tree, thank it and plant another one in its place.  If you harvest the land, replenish the soil.  These are the ideas that come from the common sense of natural law and the simple magic of the universe.”

     

    So today, on Groundhogs Day, Candlemas, Imbolc or whatever religious Holiday you choose to name this day, embrace Mother Earth, give thanks to your Creator and vow to help make the changes so we don’t live in a world with undrinkable water, un-breathable air, and un-plant able soil.   Thank you Rhea for the many blessings you have given to me in your lifetime.

     

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February 1, 2009

  • February...memories and more...first of 2 parts


    I have returned from Chicago and today I will be spending time with my Xanga Family and Friends.  I have missed you these past few weeks.  Next week I am off to Washington D.C. for meeting and a conference.

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    I wait patiently for the Super Bowl; I plan on visiting my Xanga Family and Friends.  I have missed you all so very much during this busy time.  I am actually looking forward to the weeks after the 7th, a time to relax and finish many things that I have started, well, until March 8th.

    I was glad to get back to my home office this week, my private space, my refuge from the world. Where it seems some of my most creative ideas flow freely for this new position that I now hold. 

    I had a discussion this week with an individual about my home; I mentioned that it was filled with memories, pictures, etc.  He comment was something like “Oh, don’t tell me you are one of these people that has shelves filled with stuff.”  Sitting in my study today I find that to be somewhat true. 

    I have two large shelves filled with books that I have read, religious, natural health, motivational, no fiction, except for a book given to me by a very, very special man, Charles Pascall, Executive Orders, inscribed “Across the seas of the universe, across the seas of time, true friendship lasts forever.” signed Charles.  I believe that is so very true.

    On top of these shelves and hanging around my study are photographs of memories past, mainly people that have filled my heart and soul with love and blessings, blessings by just having these individuals in my life. 

    I think I started this when I first moved to Wisconsin, what seemed far away at the time from my family in Indiana.  I had pictures printed out and then sat or hung them around my home to feel closer to the ones I missed.  Yeah it is a psychological thing for me…usually is…lol.

    Looking over the arrangement of photos I am reminded of a wonderful, beautiful soul that touched my life.  I have her picture sitting snug in the corner of my office, never to forget all that she taught me, her magical inspiration, her delightful wisdom, her love for life. 

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    Rhea Picket was a neighbor lady, while I was growing up.  Her husband had passed early in life leaving her with a son to raise.  She lived around the corner from us and I would stop by and visit her on my way home from school.  She would brew me tea and bake me cakes, rolling them out on a beautiful sherry tea cart, covered in lace with blue willow dishes and sugar cubes.  I never use sugar in my tea, but then I did.  The sugar cubes seemed so special.

    We would sit and chat about anything and everything; it wasn’t until I was in my teens that I could truly comprehend and appreciate the true significance of her friendship, wisdom and magic that she brought into my life.  One of my favorite topics of conversation with her was always religion.  I will come back to that for my post for tomorrow. 

    Today I am remembering something she shared with me.  I was in the process of getting my drivers license, which my father did not think I would get and in a way didn’t want me to get, I was his baby.  Three out of four sisters before me flunk their written exam the first couple of tries.  One of them didn’t get her license until she was 20 and the other still does not have her license.

    I was upset because I couldn’t get him to take me driving to practice, my mom didn’t drive so she couldn’t take me.  In the end I aced the test first time, both written and driving.

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    Anyways…I asked my Dad on the way home from the license bureau about it and he said “I was not worried about your sisters; I knew they would not pass the written part, so I took them driving.  You I knew without a doubt would pass and I am just not ready to let go. I was wrong and I am very proud of you.”

    Rhea was one of the first people I drove on my own to go see.  We had moved out to a farm, so driving back was a little distance.  I chatted with her about everything that had happened.

    She explained to me that parent and teenage driving sessions can be funny, if not especially soothing.  In her case, the memory of teaching her son to drive had become a cherished frozen picture in her mental scrapbook.  She would take him to a nearby cemetery so he could learn how to negotiate the curving roadway that wound the grounds.  The speed limit was fifteen miles per hour, and there were rarely any other cars they could bump into.  Still, there were a few screeching brakes and some wandering off the pavement.  She laughed at those memories, and yet she said she was so very grateful for them, especially when now she goes to that same cemetery to visit her son’s grave.  Her son passed away his second year of college driving home at Christmas.

    After chatting with Rhea I was able to perhaps understand. I think it was too much for my Dad.  My Dad and I were best friends and I guess even though he is gone we still are.  At age 16, I not only got my driver’s license but I graduated high school and I was going away to college.  I think it was all too much to soon for him. I got it.  I understood.  For years he was my protector, now he had to let go.

    She crossed over a few years back, mentally very active right up until the end, her body just gave out. I miss her dearly and especially our philosophical discusions on religion.

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     Which brings me to a question she use to always ask me...do you believe that God is Man made or God made Man?

    Continued tomorrow....


January 28, 2009

  • that sweet smile.....

     


     

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    Sweet is the smile that creeps

    Within the shadows of the heart

    To claw away the darkness

    A new life to impart

     

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    A guiding light for lover’s dreams

    A beacon for the blind

    Nectar for the growing bud

    That nestles in the mind

     

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    The key that now unlocks the cage

    From a prison without bars

    Releasing passions envoy

    To trip among the stars

     

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    The candles flame is but a breath

    That flickers in the night

    As fragile as it’s beautiful

    The smile becomes the light.

     

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    In Chicago this week on business, hope you all have a wonderful week....love and hugs...

    Lady of Avalon Land


January 18, 2009

  • Austin Texas was so fun!!!!!


     

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    Had a ball in Austin!

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    Stayed at the Omni Hotel

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    Had a wonderful dinner with FlashFosgitt  and Donkey_Guy_10

    These two are wonderful friends, like many of you they have been there for me over this last difficult year.

    Love and blessings to them always!

    And if you ever get the chance...meet them.

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    We tried to take pictures, but they didn't come out.

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     Even with bright and shining, beautiful flash.

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     Just turned Donkey Guy Red......LOL.

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    yep....I am back home now...enjoy your weekend...hugs and love!


January 7, 2009

  • Watchwords...........


     

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    Soft words console 

     Prayer heals a contrite soul  

    Love quells abuse  

    Understanding seals a truce

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    Compassion submerges the cries  

    Truth conquers the lies  

    Respect builds trust 

    Selflessness weakens lust  

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    Joy makes light a sad heart  

    Unwavering faith takes fear apart  

    Forgiveness eases the load  

    Friendship paves a smooth road

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     Sweet music shatters the silence 

    Harmony controls the violence  

    Laughter drums out the sorrow 

    Hope makes way for tomorrow 

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    Humanity won’t go down the abyss 

    If we practice these watchwords of pure bliss

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January 6, 2009

  • My Heart.......


     

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    Within your gentle, open hands,
    My heart lies completely mended of broken dreams.

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    Within your caring eyes, my soul flies freely.

    A spirit elated by our love's open, carefree wings.

     

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    Such a miracle we share, two hearts beating in tune,
    Falling deeper into each other, with every passing moon.


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    My heart beats solely, for the love and passion of you.

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    Work has been crazy...I will be around tomorrow night to catch up and visit everyone's sites.

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    Have a great day........love and hugs!


January 4, 2009

  • My Mind..................


     

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    Do you care to read my mind
    Amazed what would you see
    Romantic tales not yet written
    With added spice and fantasy

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    Enter here and just circulate
    Leaving all those cares behind
    Savor and taste the pleasure
    Of what sits upon my mind

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    I change from feast to famine
    Sometimes starving ,often fed
    Not one to block my mind off
    I
    m just careful where its led

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    With hunger and fascination
    Always keep the barriers clear
    The power of which we think
    I
    m forever looking in here

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    It gets filled with information
    Holds hopes, desires and fears
    Holding onto those memories
    Mind collected over the years

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    Through mind thoughts daily
    Stacked here upon each shelf
    If you enter in my mind space
    You will find me being myself

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    Oh yes I do so love bathing in the lake in the summer sun...

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